Your Daily Fug!

Heidi Montag‘s video for her debut single “Higher” might have brought nothing but tears of joy for you and I, but for her the tears weren’t so sweet.

Despite ranking in at No. 7 on iTunes’ Top 10 pop chart viewer’s comments– such as “makes me feel uncontrollably ill,” “beyond pathetic,” and “the crappiest video I have ever seen” — did not sit well with Heidi.

“I just started sobbing uncontrollably,” The Hills star tells Us.

“I cried myself to sleep that first night after my video came out,” she says. “I just couldn’t understand why people I didn’t even know felt the need to be so cruel and hurtful toward me.”

“I am just a 21-year-old from a small town in Colorado trying to follow her dreams,” Montag says.

Amazingly enough she has yet to rid herself of her own life, as her boyfriend Spencer Pratt was there to lend her support.

“I just held her and told her it was going to be OK,” he tells Us. “This is just part of being an artist. If it were easy, everyone would be a pop star.”

Hopefully Heidi hasn’t quit her dreams of pop stardom, because tickets to the Radiohead show I was planning on seeing sold out and now I need something extra crappy to weep at.